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argh.....tension nye minggu ni...midterm sampai 3 sekali.
cepatlah abes minggu ni. aku nak wat entry review komik2 faveret sepanjang zaman plak.
dah lame plan nak wat since it is my utmost interest tapi takde mase. nantikan........

farewell, yuriko

dear perempuan,

aku bukan takde life. aku nak amek tau je. mane tau ko dah mati kering, frust menonggeng ke. aku bukan pentingkan diri macam ko. orang yang menangis sasau menagih cinta yang tak kesampaian, itu baru takde life. hope you can find your happiness with your encik misai, or never, whatever. i dun give a shit no more.

SYJ - Anak Liar

Lagu ni sebijik macam lagu WASP -Wild Child yang entry aku sebelum ni. Just alih bahasa je. Walaupun die tiru agak sebijik2, tapi agak nice jugak la. Dah macam SYJ punye lagu sendiri. One of my most favourite song.

Terbang
Bersama angin yang membawa
Titisan hujan
Ku kedinginan

Cintamu
Akan ku rengus darinya
Bagai sambaran
Helang di udara

Panas sentuhan
Tubuhmu ku rasa
Kini membara
Di selimut khayalan
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/s/sofea_syj/anak_liar.html ]
Anak liar
Berkuasa perkasa
Hatinya bangga dakaplah daku
Sehangat api cintamu
Lakukan

Dusta
Bicaramu penuh nesta
Dan kepuraan
Tanpa kebenaran

Daku
Hangus terbakar
Bersama nesta cintamu
Kini kau tiada
Aku hanyut hanyut hanyut
Dibawa arus asmara
Dan kini ku terpedaya

Wanita, jejaka
Berwaspada
Api asmara yang kini menyala

bermadah berseni

trusting someone is the hardest thing to do

and also

the hardest thing to get.

it is very sad to get what you do not even expected in return for your favour, especially when you expect for nothing from the very beginning.

.......

and i found that it is just another fun way of living my life.

kemaluan siapa?

Tadi aku pegi C-Mart dengan Roomate Azlan beli barang dapur sket. Pastu nak balik terjumpe seorang awek ni kat tempat parking motor. Macam pernah nampak die ni tapi tak ingat kat mane. Pastu die senyum la kat aku.

Aku terus la tanye. "kat mane penah nampak kau eh?"
Die balas, "kite kelas mandarin same la."
Aku : "oh, patutla macam familiar."
Die : " aku pernah nampak ko main bola tampar."
Aku : "yeke? aku tak perasan lak ko."
Die : "aku perasan ko, sebab ko spike bola tak masuk."

Mak aih, kemaluannye la aku mase tu. Rupenye ade orang notis aku sebab spike bola tak masuk. Damn loser! ^%@%@%

Pastu die cover balik : "tapi ko boleh la main"
Aku pun bagi ayat selamat : "saje je main nak kuar peluh, bukan tau sangat main pun."

Sorry aku loser. Sekian.

Maggie Choo (actress)

Sape tak suka makan megi? Senang nak masak, lazat dimakan, benteng terakhir untuk orang yang tengah pokai, untuk orang yang tak reti masak tapi malas nak pegi beli nasik dan pelbagai lagi.

Ya, megi memang memudaratkan. Semua orang tahu tu. Walaupun kat paket megi tu tulis berkhasiat la, protein tinggi la, kepala bana die. Aku sendiri tak tau la for sure ape side effect die, tapi aku aku ade member yang da gugur rambut die sebab kuat mentekedarah megi ni. Tapi ade cara-cara nak kurangkan risiko makan megi ni. Meh sini aku bagi tips.

1. Kalau boleh, jangan amalkan masak megi dengan kaedah 3 minit tu. Yang celup dalam air panas, pastu bubuh perencah tu. Kalau ade tools, rebus mee tu pakai dapur.

2. Kalau takde tools macam aku yang duk hostel ni, tibai je la cara die. Masak air pakai heater, pastu rendam macam ko tengok instruction kat paket megi tu la.

3. Pastu, ini yang paling penting. Buang air die yang ade lilin tu dulu. Jangan buang mee tu plak, kang ko nak makan ape? Then isi air panas lain untuk ko kacau dengan perencah die. Ha, pastu melantak la kau sampai lebam.

4. Jangan rendam megi dalam bekas plastik macam Tupperware sebab die boleh menghakis bahan kimia yang ade kat plastik tu. Ko celur tangan ko dalam air panas pun boleh tanggal kulit, inikan pulak plastik.

5. Kalau boleh jangan taruk semua perencah die. Bubuh takat mana yang ko rase dah sedap. Banyak bahan kimia tu beb.

Tu je la yang aku tau sikit-sikit. Kalau sape2 tau lebih lagi inform la aku.

Wayang Gambar Lagi

Tak abes lagi aku nak cerita pasal movie. Hahaha. Kali ni aku nak sembang pasal movie melayu dengan movie omputih, mane yang aku prefer.

Kalau movie melayu, terus terang aku cakap, aku lagi suke tengok wayang. Bukanlah aku ni patriotik la konon, nak support filem melayu. Tapi ade sebab-sebabnya. Aku ni jenis yang detail sikit. Kalau boleh aku nak tau setiap babak tu ape yang diorang cuba sampaikan. Kalau movie melayu ni, aku senang nak paham jalan cerita atau dialog die. Tengok sekali imbas pun da paham. Kadang-kadang dah boleh bajet endingnya macam mane. So kalau tengok kat cinema tu boleh rilek2 la tengok. Tak perlukan fokus dan konsentrasi yang tinggi. Nak tengok wayang kene rilek dan enjoy kan?

Kalau movie omputih lak, aku lagi prefer tengok kat laptop, atau sesetengah makhluk gedik panggil die ‘lappy’. Kalau nak tengok movie omputih lak, aku kene make sure yang aku ade subtitle die yang ikut skrip die 100%. Sebab cerita omputih ni, die pakai bahasa penjajah, iaitu bahasa yang aku tak familiar, atau tak digunakan aku selalu. So aku susah nak paham kalau takde subtitle. Boleh je paham sebenarnye tapi kene fokus la, tu yang aku malas. Pastu plak kalau setakat tengok gitu je kadang-kadang ade part yang kita tak boleh nak tangkap ape yang die cuba sampaikan sebenarnye. Kadang-kadang die pakai idiom ke, atau buat lawak yang omputih je yang paham, so kene ade subtitle, pastu kene ulang balik part tu 2,3 kali barulah clear sikit ape yang die cuba perbodohkan aku. Kalau tengok kat wayang, kau boleh ke rewind balik? Ade ke subtitle omputih gak? Subtitle melayu dengan cina je ade dan tu pun die tak translate sebijik-sebijik, hanya general je ape yang die cakap.

Lagi satu, aku suke ambil ayat-ayat dalam citer omputih ni yang smart2. Macam dialog die yang meaningful, idiom ke, quotation ke. Pastu aku save dalam notepad. Tu la gunanye tengok kat laptop. Boleh pause kejap, salin ayat die, pastu sambung balik. Kat wayang ko nak suroh die pause kejap? Kang die backhand ko kang naya je. Ye la, hari-hari belajar omputih pun, mane ade belajar ayat-ayat camtu, asyik belajar fact je boring jugak mak. Nak tau bila aku apply? Aku bubuh la kat status facebook aku bila ayat tu berkenaan dengan aku mase tu. Contohnye bila aku tengah koyak, aku bubuh la ayat koyak. Bila aku kene tikam belakang atau aku yang tikam belakang kawan, aku bagi la ayat2 friendship gitu. Bila tengah layan blues, aku bagi la ayat2 jiwang. Boleh kata hampir sume status aku kat facebook tu amek kat movie dan lirik lagu. Sampai ade orang ‘pm’ aku tanye mane aku dapat idea bubuh ayat2 camtu. Hahaha kantoi… tapi sorry sikit aku nak cakap, aku tak cilok kat website quotation movie ke ape ke. Aku salin sendiri daripada movie yang aku tengok. dah tu je, aku kene ‘terpaksa rela’ study sebab ade interview ape jadah ntah. Sekian.

WASP - Wild Child

I ride, I ride the winds that bring the rain
A creature of love and I can't be tamed
I want you, cause I'm gonna take your love from him
And I'll touch your face and hot burning skin
No, he'll never ever touch you like I do
So look in my eyes and burn alive the truth

I'm a wild child, come and love me I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
Cause I want what you do... I want you

Tell me, tell me the lies you're telling him
When you run away cause I wanna know
Cause I, I'm sure it's killing him to find
That you run to me when he lets you go
Cause I'm burning, burning, burning up with fire
So come turn me on and turn the flames up higher

I'm a wild child, come and love me I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
Cause I want what you do... I want you

A naked heat machine, I want your love
When the moons arise we'll feel just what it does

I'm a wild child, come and love me I want you
My heart's in exile I need you to touch me
Cause I want what you do I want you

Wayang Gambar

Aku suke tengok movie yang same berulang kali, you have problem with that?

Ye, aku suke tengok movie yang same banyak kali (herein after refers to ‘movie tu’). Banyak sebab die. Aku boleh list satu2 kat sini. Perlu aku nak mention kat sini, walaupun sedikit riak tetapi belum capai tahap takbur, yang aku ade 2 external hard disk yang sarat dengan movie2 dan sedikit sebanyak (banyak sebenarnye) video klip, lagu2 dan software. So banyak movie dalam simpanan aku yang aku belum tengok lagi. Setiap kali aku nak tengok movie, aku akan scroll mouse ‘Greenlight Specimen’ aku sampai bawah, cari movie yang sesuai dengan mood aku mase tu. Scroll punye scroll, last2 aku end up tengok movie yang aku dah ulang 5, 6 puluh kali. Padahal banyak lagi movie yang aku tak tengok lagi. Sebabnye?

Point aku paling utama, movie tu aku dah tau best ke tidak. Better aku tengok movie yang aku dah tengok tapi best daripada movie yang aku tak sure best ke tak sebab belum tengok lagi. Risiko tu beb kalau nak tengok movie yang belum pernah tengok lagi. Aku cukup menyirap darah jantan aku kalau aku tengok satu movie tu, ending die cam sial. Dan ini jugak salah satu sebab aku wat entry ni. Aku baru tengok satu movie ni bernama No Country for Old Man. Sumpah cam bangang. Kalau aku jumpe tuan director Ahmad Nisfu Syaaban die, sumpah aku katuk kepala die. Intro ok la, slow dan agak membosankan tapi boleh tahan la lagi. Mase tengah2 tu da makin best. Hero dah start tunjuk terror walaupun takdela sampai cam Rambo yang boleh tembak GPMG sebelah tangan. Pastu hero pun start la buat plan nak kenekan orang jahat, standard la citer omputih kan… TAPI!!! Tup2 HERO TU MATI PLAK. Kepala bana die la. Pastu tibe2 sambung cite pasal orang lain lak. Hero tadi terus lenyap dari plot cite. Ape kes?? Ending cite tu sheriff dalam cite tu letak jawatan. Aku tak nampak langsung significance die kat situ. Sape la jahanam buat cite camni. Buang mase aku je. Siyes buang mase. Dah la sekarang ni mase dah pack. Assignment melambak. Mid-term lagi. So kalau dapat curi2 mase tengok movie tu kira heaven la. Tu yang jadi camni rase cam nak mengamuk. Ok, emo di situ.

Satu lagi, bagi aku, setiap movie tu ade sentimental value die. Bukan aku nak tengok movie tu banyak kali sebab movie tu best, tapi ade sumthing kat movie tu yang memberi kenangan nostalgia kepada aku (nada blues di situ). Contohnye, cite Silk, mengingatkan aku zaman tengok movie beramai-ramai mase asasi dulu. Pursuit of Happiness, mengingatkan aku zaman baru beli laptop dulu. Banyak lagi la. malas aku nak list.

Another point is, aku suke tengok movie lame2, yang aku dah tengok kecik2 dulu sebab nak recall balik zaman kecik-kecik. Tapi yang paling penting nak tengok betul2 la cite tu sekarang. Dulu kecik2 tengok tak paham sangat. Die gelak ko pun ikut gelak cam orang bangang padahal tak tau apsal die gelak. Dulu kecik2 nak bace subtitle pun kene mengeja so ape kejadahnye nak paham. Sekarang la nak pahamkan balik. Stuggle tak? Contoh2 citer tu macam Jumanji, Hook, Edward Scissorshand, Batman, Mortal Kombat, The Mighty Duck, Con Air, Indiana Jones dan macam-macam la. Sape tak pernah tengok citer2 ni aku tak tau la die hidup zaman ape. Ni antara filem2 feveret aku sepanjang zaman la.

So ape-ape pun, sebagai konklusi, citer No Country For Old Man tu memang cam bangang. Sekian.

Lawyer vs Integrity

A famous question to be asked to a lawyer: if someone comes to you, confess his guilt for an offense, and ask you to be his lawyer to defend him, what would you do? Will you accept his case, when he already himself confessed guilty?

Last week I had my Criminal Procedure Code’s class. The class was quite interesting and the ambiance was quite fun. I don’t want to talk about the class here because that is not the point. So after about half of the period, the lecturer, Mr B gave us a break for about 10 minutes. Me and my mates went out of the class for some refreshment. While we were conversing in the gents, Mr B came in. Then, he lighted his cigarette and joined our conversation after answering his nature call. So the story begin.

One of my mates, F, asked him about the question above. Oh, Mr B is actually a lawyer from Alor Setar. He is just teaching us for part time being. His answer is simple, so simple that I even couldn’t imagine it to be that way.

“You know your client is guilty as he himself had already confessed to you. But now, what would you do? Do you want to reject the case as to uphold your integrity? First, you have to bear in mind that you a lawyer. So it is kind of your job to fight the case according to the law. Now, take the case, bring it to the proceeding. But first, remind your client that you are not promising anything except only for your effort to try your best. If the trial proceeding strongly give you the sense that your client will most probably convicted because of the evidence or whatsoever, what you do is, to try to consult with the prosecutor whether there is any chance that the sanction would be mitigated, either by way of confession to the court of his guilt or any excuse that you could think of. That is your job. You know that you have less chance of winning the case, try to work on the lesser punishment for your clients. If you still struggling to fight the case, to prove that your client is innocent, that would be a waste. I mean, why would you try to prove a convict innocent? Yes, you as lawyer would know that he will be convicted at the end for sure based on the evidence. This is where your integrity take role.

However, on the other hand, if during the proceeding, you could sense that you are getting high chance of winning, what would you do? Would you still continue with the case? As you know you are defending someone guilty here as he himself confessed to you. For me, go on with the case. Help him laa.. People make mistake. Give him a chance. Advice him for not committing the offense again. Once he is acquitted and saved, he will be so grateful that most probably after this he would never commit it again. And for you, to comfort your ambiguity, always bear in mind that, you are dealing with the man made law here. In the eyes of religion, yes he is guilty as Allah is Maha Mengetahui. No need for bullshitting in the court. He will pay for his deed sooner or later for sure. But in the eyes of law, he is innocent as the propound maxim in law ‘no one is guilty unless proven otherwise’. What will he face in the afterlife is his business with God. You are just doing your job here. You conduct the case accordingly to the law, whatever happen later is not your concern. If you lose, your client being convicted, well, poor him, or I would say, that is what he deserved for his crime. But if you win, well, congratulation!”

That was his answer for the question. For sure, this is not an accurate and exact word from him. I just make it more understandable if any of you layman here are reading this :-p

For me, I don’t know what’s to say against this. There is truth in his word but sometimes I feel like something missing there. I couldn’t say I am totally agree with him but I got to admit that he has a point there. What do YOU think?

J is not for the Janitor

I have a friend, very good friend. The best friend I ever had indeed. So this is his story.

As for the appearance, J is quite good looking. He may be categorized as what layman say ‘tall, dark, handsome’. Curly hair, perfectly dark skin and quite tall. J is one tidy person. Always knowing what to wear on what time. His background quite mediocre. Average income of household. Never ask for more and absolutely humble. We went to the same secondary school at our lower form and we were being classmate twice.

J is the one I think who had never disappoint a friend in any way. I’m vividly remember the day he picked me up at the late night once I arrived from my university. No buses around. Probably the ghost in Malacca has the new curfew. So we had our supper together when the rain was pouring down. Oh, he was riding motorbike to pick me. So we had to wait for the rain to stop in order to get home. Very unlucky night of us, the rain just won’t stop. I’m started to feel a high sense of guilty for bringing him down to my trouble as he supposedly fighting with some shit of monster or dating Cindarella in his dream. I don’t prefer to call my parents to pick me and to hear their mumbling for coming home late at night. Yes dad, it was me who drive the bus. I’m sorry as it was totally my fault. We wait for the rain until 8 o’clock in the morning. Just imagine how we just wandering around the bus stand for almost like 6 hours waiting for the rain to stop. And I can’t stop to be grateful as he did not even complaining a word. In fact, it was he who told me to be patient as he said this shit always happens. That is J.

J is working at a telecommunication company. So I am a student who is still cycling to school. I have my ample holiday to be wasted and enjoyed. But he has not. The thing is, J always steals some time to spend time with me. He is working at day and ‘lepak’ with me at night. Often, I could feel his exhaust but he still struggling to steal some time with me as I am not always around because of my study. Sometimes he even sleeps on the warung while we are talking. That is J.

As mentioned earlier, J is a working class hero. Yes, he has his own income. What’s trigger my sense of nature and sympathy is that, he often lend some of his salary to his friend who is in need. Oh, he is just an ordinary SPM level worker and you could imagine just how small his salary would be. Sometimes he even doesn’t have money for his own use as he is favouring and devoting more of his asset on others. And what bother me to dead is that, the bastardized punk who lend money from him is hard to repay him which makes his life in difficulty. But he never complains. That is J.

Nowadays, in this new wave of hypocrite backstabbing low life, we can hardly found a friend like J. a friend that always put others before himself. A very altruistic friend. And that is what I called SAHABAT.