what happened to me...

aku blur
aku xtau ape aku wat
aku xtau ape aku ckp
ape aku wat sume xbtul
ape aku wat sume salah
ape aku ckp sume salah
putar belit
lintang pukang
omong kosong
i'm neglecting, deserting myself
my friends
my life
my
shouldn't i deserve to live this way
kill me if I'm on my own
all my own
it is totally absurd
totally atrocious.

but i'm grateful
for the altercation
if not
i would never realize it
coz i'm too dumb to realize
i'm just equivocating
just being the elliptical one
in fact, i'm just the lookie loo
that trying to be the glitterati

please
help me reborn
let us start again with fresh, bless air
together we survive.
through this life of predicament
to the life of bliss
coz life is a lesson
we learn it when we through
just have to steal some times
for the juices that worth the squeeze.

and again,
all apologies to the world...

klu sape2 jmp figure ni kt mane2 sila bgtau aku seberape pantas yg mungkin.

the playlist

klu aku tgh lyn mp3 tershuffle lagu2 ni aku xkn tuka la. lagu sepanjang zaman aku.

the killers - mr brightside (lirik die mantap)
audioslave - like a stone (tom morello pny solo mmg xleh lwn beb)
asian dub foundation - fotress europe (sountrack need for speed underground)
dashboard confessional - hands down (chorus die superb)
dashboard confessional - vindicated (verse die ade background piano)
blink 182 - always (no komen...tp aku suke la)
butterfingers - royal jelly (overall lagu ni mantap gile. intro yg superb + drumroll mse chorus kencang abes + scream voc die superb gile)
butterfingers - silk (ala2 lagu mexico)
butterfingers - mermaid (efek yg sgt cool n lirik yg sgt meaningful)
rage against the machine - sleep now in the fire (sila rujuk audioslave di atas)
system of a down - deer dance (lirik yg mendalam dan bermakna)
incubus - anna molly (music clean n tersusun)
loudness - like hell (solo gempak nk mampus. thumbs up to takasaki)
loudness - so lonely (outro yg mendayu2. leleh gitu)
weezer - perfect situation (chorus tanpa lirik. video klip mantap)
arctic monkeys - 505 (tgh2 feeling lyn la lagu ni)
the strokes - you only live once (music die best yet catchy)
acab - we're coming back (lagu semangat)
avenged sevenfold - dear god (lagu kawan2)
breaking benjamin - diary of jane (drum die smart)
trivium - dying in your arms (solo n lirik best)
metallica - fade to black (xyah cite la...metallica beb)
search - balada pemuzik jalanan (lagu kwn2 gak + lagu karok)
may - sketsa sebuah cinta (lagu karok)
may - meniti suratan (lagu mse keje kilang honda. hari2 diorg pasang)
may - sendiri (lagu karok gak)
muck - perfect sunrise (u/g scene)
nirvana - rape me (lirik haramjadah. bese la grunge)
p ramlee - sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit (superb beb lagu ni. sgt tersirat lirik die)
radiohead - creep (die pny tarik...unbelieveable. tercabut urat leher beb)
plain white t's - a lonely september (lirik die.......memory...)
limp bizkit - take a look around (soundtrack mission impossible)
the changcuters - i love u bibeh (soundtrack tarix jabrix. catchy gile. solo mantap)
the changcuters - racun dunia (sama seperti dia atas)
the official - tiada erti lagi (lagu cam jiwang tp voc garau abes. dari oi! ke street)
es-coret - berkhayal (lyn ska la plak)
tipe x - selamat jalan (lirik sempoi)
tipe x - dugem (tempo lagu sgt menarik)
wings - lena diulit intan (bass mantap!!)
wings - hukum karma (lirik mantap)
as-sahar - fandeyian okultika hymnology (aku cam xcaye je ni band malaysia)
muse - citizen erased (break down agak sayu dan feeling)
madhouse - linen (once upon a time la. haha)
moody of mind - aku sayang perempuan itu (i mean it!)
exists - julia (intro dgn lirik mantap)
bowling for soup - 1985 (kenangan zaman skola)
linkin park - with you (hmmmmmmm...hehe)
servent jamm - cried out (aku prefer lagu ni pakai music versi malay tp pakai lirik english)
rabbani - cari pasangan (nasyid rancak)

the title

skycraper's gale
one man battle
pride of hot sand
memories of the right arm
ocean of machine armor
destroyer of the jungle
roaming thunderclap
blue sky of promise
mythology of the shooting star

kisah bebenor

dlu aku cam rakyat bese. hidup dlm arus permodenan seiring dengan kemajuan teknologi mase kini. tp adat la kan, idup ni ade kalanya suka, ada kalanya duka. org cam aku ni, suka ke duka ke, xnmpk sgt sbb aku lagak cam bese je. tp dlm ati aku dgn Tuhan je la yg tau. so nk dijadikn cite, ade la skali tu aku berduka sgt2. klu keturunan raja tu da bleh kire gering la kan. aku wat cmne pn xleh nk lupekn atau divert kedukaan aku nan berat itu. ecewah. mls plak aku nk cite psl pe kedukaan aku itu. tp aku mmg cm sasau la jgk. jadik org gile jap aku mase tu. (konon2 la). hehe. so mse duk melayankn feeling tu, tb2 aku terbuka la filem masked rider yg baru aku download 2,3 abad lepas. aku tertarik la plak kt slogan die . cam cool gle bleh x. haha. so aku tb2 mnjd peminat masked rider plak. satu lagi, die ade mtor yg smart la. costume die lg. aku tertarik dgn sifat die yg sentiase meletakkan perasaan die di blakang dan sentiase mementingkan org laen. tp yg penting die berjaya divert attention aku drpd trus berpikir dan berduka ttg perkara itu. at least dgn memfokuskn diri aku ke arah menatang ni sket, dpt la aku melupakan bnd2 yg xbest. ade la jgk aku hobi kan. cam kumpul stem la. xkesa la org nk ckp aku cm org bodo ke, cm bdk2 ke, ape leh wat...tu cara aku nk release. hey kt jepun org tua pn mnt masked rider tau. papepn aku mnx maaf la kt sape2 yg xberpuas ati kt aku psl bnd ni. aku rase aku xkaco org pn tp klu ade yg terganggu tu aku mnx maaf sgt2 la. aku xberniat pn. kepada yg menggelarkan aku org bodo, cam bdk2 tu, aku terima je la...nk wt cmne...

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lepas smyg jumaat

beli air mocha

lpk dpn laptop Gone

balut rokok harvest

lighter kaler hijau

ashtray besi catering

teringat psl smlm

otak pening jiwa kacau

mengapa harus begini

ptg ni berangkat

menuju mahligai bahgia

kalaulah ada.

tinggalkn org yg gile pompuan

hati senang jiwa tenteram.

so long...